One of the lasts

i just realized that this is going to be my last sembreak ever.
that is, if i ever decide to go back to school.

since, i "moved out" of the house almost four years ago, my youngest
brother unofficially claimed my room. therefore, i don't have my own room
anymore since then. i am just laughing in the thought that after i graduate in march,
and im going home for good...i realized that i have no room of my own.

i can't continue to rollout my sleeping bags and sleep on my parent's floor, can i?
thinking about it is funny. but im worried though. what happens when that time comes?

my therapist told me that i dont get to sleep a lot. i guess he's right. every night, my mind just goes nowhere...i tried talking with myself, and just thinking alot of things until my eyes grew tired and i realized its morning already. this happens all the time. i guess im a worry-wart.

im very much optimistic. i am. or i guess, i think i am...or i just want to be one.

i guess its so-humanly that people worry about certain things in their lives. mothers worry about her children...fathers worry about his family...friends worry about their friends...and me...together with millions of graduating students of batch 2009 worries about what lies ahead after getting that diploma.

will we land a job after immediately? will we like the job we'll get? am i going to proceed to law? get my masters? get married? be a slacker? we don't know.

sometimes, or should i say most of the time..things just don't work out the way they should. things don't happen the way we wanted them to be. and it just sucks.

but i do believe in one thing.

i think the past generation has underestimated us. i believe that the youth today has gone beyond what is expected of them. i believe that the youth of today has struggled much on their own...but also learned to mature on their own.

as flowers bloom in season, we have to bloom with the season, too.

i still worry though. i guess i just have to bloom on my own..and wait for the butterflies to pass by...


-xoxo-

Rants on people

i wanna talk about people.

how they piss me off.

but i just allow them to be...piss me off so tenderly.

i wanna say "haha" to you, too!

i wanna talk about people.

how they fail you.

but you expect them to be.

i wanna say "booyah" to you!

i wanna talk about people.

how stupid they can get.

but they wallow in their existence.

i wanna say "how moronic you are!"

i wanna talk about people.

how i belong to them too.

but i don't wanna be part of the "we"

i wanna say "oopsy!" to me.

Flushed disk

narealize ko na ang mga dapat kong gawin para sa araw na ito ay kinailangan ng aking magiting na 512 (or less)MB na USB flash disk...

Bakit?

Una.

andun ang aming thesis proposal na kailangan kong iprint para makareproduce ng tatlong kopya.

Pangalawa.

kailangan kong itransfer ang ibang files na andun upang gumawa ng sariling folder sa aking official literary editor folder.

Pangatlo.

nandun ang aking articles sa law at may kailangan din akong ipaprint.

Ang Problema:

hindi ko siya mahanap.

hindi ako sigurado kung nasan siya.

ewan ko kung saan napadpad ang kakarampot na gamit na iyon.

haaay...

 

kahit na maliit lang yon e importante yun sa buhay estudyante ko.

sa loob ng mahigit na tatlong taon e sinamahan niya ako sa tuwa at saya ng buhay Atenista ko...

saan na kaya yun?!

Flushed disk

narealize ko na ang mga dapat kong gawin para sa araw na ito ay kinailangan ng aking magiting na 512 (or less)MB na USB flash disk...

Bakit?

Una.

andun ang aming thesis proposal na kailangan kong iprint para makareproduce ng tatlong kopya.

Pangalawa.

kailangan kong itransfer ang ibang files na andun upang gumawa ng sariling folder sa aking official literary editor folder.

Pangatlo.

nandun ang aking articles sa law at may kailangan din akong ipaprint.

Ang Problema:

hindi ko siya mahanap.

hindi ako sigurado kung nasan siya.

ewan ko kung saan napadpad ang kakarampot na gamit na iyon.

haaay...

 

kahit na maliit lang yon e importante yun sa buhay estudyante ko.

sa loob ng mahigit na tatlong taon e sinamahan niya ako sa tuwa at saya ng buhay Atenista ko...

saan na kaya yun?!

Kalasag launches iSubscribed Campaign

To heighten its Subscription and Solicitation payments, Kalasag, the officiall yearbook of Ateneo de Davao University launches its iSubscribed Campaign, today, September 17, 2008.

Kalasag encourages all ADDU graduating students to subscribe to Kalasag. With the Subscription fee of P2600, which they can pay to Finance Office Window 7, students will be able to have their copies of the yearbook right after graduation day.

Who said you have to wait for years to receive your yearbook? 

For three years now, Kalasag has made history of distributing yearbooks on time, as promised. In fact, March 15, 2007 had marked a debut of releasing EN VIAJE: Kalasag 2008 during the Baccalaureate Mass, a day before graduation which were distributed to random First 100 subscribers. 

So subscribe now and relive the golden memories of the fun and ever-exciting BUHAY ATENISTA!

--pre

Isang lunes

matagal na rin pala akong hindi nagbablog.

masaya na rin kasi akong makiusyoso sa ibang nagpopost.

masaya na ako pacomment-comment lang.

ang ibang friends ko na lang ang nagbablog tungkol sa akin, 

tulad na lang nung birthday ko.

oo 19 na nga pala ako. haha

marami na rin ang nangyari sa akin. 

busy minsan. minsan hindi.

nagkainteres ako ulit na manood ng tv series.haha

sa katauhan ng kaibigan kong si gossip girl.

nahiligan ko rin nagyon ang magbasa ng twilight.

kahit na ayoko sa style of literature ni stephenie eh binabasa ko pa rin.

kakabanas kasi yung main character--ang tanga-tanga.haha

bumalik na nga pala ang Judy abott. yung pinapanood ko noong bata pa ako.

Daddy Long Legs yung original title nito. Nasa QTV tuwing 9.30. Pero bago yan, 

ginigising ako ni Mary sa Secret Garden tuwing 9 am. Naalala ko tuloy nung binabasa 

ko lang yun sa libro. Isa sa paborito kong literature ay sulat ni Frances Hodgson Burnett yung

sumulat din ng Little Princess...o kung sa atin pa eh Princess Sara.haha

Muli akong naexcite manood ng UAAP games. Kahapon eh mangiyak-ngiyak ang FEU 

Tamaraws nang talunin sila ng La Salle. Ang sumunod na laro eh ang Ateneo versus UE. Of course, Ateneo ang nanalo. Kaya't excited ako sa darating na laro sa Linggo. Kahit nasa bahay ka lang at nanonood eh damang-dama mo ang excitement ng La Salle-Ateneo games! Year 2002 pa nang huling nagtagpo ang dalawang teams na ito sa Finals. 

Nageencode ako ng mga profiles ng mga graduating students. ang dami nila! naku! kakapagod. pero ok lang. kaya sa mga may balak kumuha ng yearbook magbayad ng kayo! haha

stream of consciousness pre